Simply heartbroken...

Just the thought of his smell, they way he held me when we danced...I'm simply heartbroken...seems weak of me, I know this. Someone told me yesterday, "you're so beautiful, things will be ok". My question...what the hell does being pretty have to do with anything when you've been hurt. Is it supposed to be easier because you are cute? BS..complete BS. I know they were just trying to "help" but please don't. I am not going to just get over this. With each day I feel a greater loss. Someone who doesn't even know me personally but evidently reads my blog has given me the best "advice"..."take your time, do not make any rash or big decisions. One day something will happen for you, whether it be that you start to heal or he sees what we all see in you". For that, thanks so much! Your email and support made me smile. Greatly appreciated. But here's my video of the day. Off subject and not helping my situation any...why do the Mavs suck so bad this year. That alone is depressing, 4th in the division...I watched the game last night and even though they won they just don't have that "thing". No excitement. Maybe it was just me. UGH...