More Than You'll Ever Know...

It's been a week now...I have heard soooo many times that "with time it will get better"...WTH? I feel like it was just yesterday. I have not ever experienced this before so it's new to me. I thought I was so much stronger emotionally than this. I can definitely see the difference now between loving/respecting someone and being in love with someone. You'd think at my age I would know all this by now. But truth be known, I have not known many men in my life. The men that were in my life were circumstance not out of choice really. I feel like it's killing me. I still can't breathe. I woke up this morning not really knowing how to feel or what to do so what did I do? Cry...yet again. It's so frustrating. I asked myself if it's worth all this. Couldn't readily come up with an answer because my thoughts are so bitter sweet. I don't post many English songs but I thought of this song this morning. Maybe tomorrow will be a better day...