Your Winter

"Being deeply loved by someone gives you strength; loving someone deeply gives you courage." - Lao Tze

ERES PARA MI

Julieta Venegas Eres Para Mi
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Valentine...

How is it that you look at someone and that person not know how or what you feel?

Yo Sin Tu Amor...

Camila...

I had never heard of this group up until about a month ago....but I love them. I fixed the Todo Cambio video so you can watch it now. Here's another one from Camila, "Solo Para Ti".

Algo De Mi...A Ella

can never have too many vidoes...

Todo Cambio...

Now a different kind of song...this is EVERY girl's "drinking song". You boys have Ramon Ayala we have Paquita...

When I Needed You Most...

Everything happens for a reason I know...maybe it was me who took too many things for granted. I am so sorry for some of the things that have been said. I try not to ever say much when I am upset because I know how I am about saying things that's hard to take back. "Life's lessons" my Granddaddy would say. I think that sometimes bad things have to happen to make things right again. To be able to finally put things in the past that need to stay in the past. Does that make any sense? I guess in "my world" not much makes sense to anyone else.

Not moving on...

I honestly don't think I will ever get over this...Is it supposed to be like this? I always thought that when I finally fell in love with someone that it would just be perfect...I now know pride is a big thing and not necessarily a good thing. To be so street smart, I am so naive about some things.

Simply heartbroken...

Just the thought of his smell, they way he held me when we danced...I'm simply heartbroken...seems weak of me, I know this. Someone told me yesterday, "you're so beautiful, things will be ok". My question...what the hell does being pretty have to do with anything when you've been hurt. Is it supposed to be easier because you are cute? BS..complete BS. I know they were just trying to "help" but please don't. I am not going to just get over this. With each day I feel a greater loss. Someone who doesn't even know me personally but evidently reads my blog has given me the best "advice"..."take your time, do not make any rash or big decisions. One day something will happen for you, whether it be that you start to heal or he sees what we all see in you". For that, thanks so much! Your email and support made me smile. Greatly appreciated. But here's my video of the day. Off subject and not helping my situation any...why do the Mavs suck so bad this year. That alone is depressing, 4th in the division...I watched the game last night and even though they won they just don't have that "thing". No excitement. Maybe it was just me. UGH...

More Than You'll Ever Know...

It's been a week now...I have heard soooo many times that "with time it will get better"...WTH? I feel like it was just yesterday. I have not ever experienced this before so it's new to me. I thought I was so much stronger emotionally than this. I can definitely see the difference now between loving/respecting someone and being in love with someone. You'd think at my age I would know all this by now. But truth be known, I have not known many men in my life. The men that were in my life were circumstance not out of choice really. I feel like it's killing me. I still can't breathe. I woke up this morning not really knowing how to feel or what to do so what did I do? Cry...yet again. It's so frustrating. I asked myself if it's worth all this. Couldn't readily come up with an answer because my thoughts are so bitter sweet. I don't post many English songs but I thought of this song this morning. Maybe tomorrow will be a better day...