Esta Vez

My Granddaddy always said, "that which doesn't kill us only makes us stronger..." I am going through some stuff and I feel like someone has knocked the breath out of me. After 4 days and 3 nights of endless tears, no sleep and very little to eat I realized that this too will pass. I was wishing I had my Granddaddy to go see and get a little of that oldfashioned wisdom because I feel I really need it now. However, I can take comfort in knowing that my grandparents can look down at me and actually be proud as to how I have handled this situation. I guess the worst thing is my pride; I feel used and plain naive. I am not that kind of person. I am not the type to be used OR to be naive. Even still, you put so much trust into someone only to find out that they never intended to do what they were saying. Then to put blame and accusations where there was none warranted. Incredible to me. I was genuinely happy and now, breathless. Truly I feel so dumb and overwhelmed. Oh well, what can you do? Focus on the good? Well, I have met some women that have showed me kindness never seen before. For that I will always love this family!